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<\/p>\n\u00deeir sem hafa ekki \u00e1huga \u00e1 alkafr\u00e6\u00f0um e\u00f0a ge\u00f0sj\u00fakd\u00f3mum \u00e6ttu ekkert a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 lesa \u00feessa f\u00e6rslu \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
Dagurinn h\u00f3fst eins og a\u00f0rir dagar; m\u00e9r lei\u00f0 me\u00f0al-h\u00f6rmulega og \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 fara \u00e1 fund \u00ed m\u00ednum g\u00f3\u00f0u sj\u00e1lfshj\u00e1lparsamt\u00f6kum. \u00deetta var g\u00f3\u00f0ur fundur og \u00e9g fann fyrir mikilli sam\u00fa\u00f0 og saml\u00ed\u00f0an, b\u00e6\u00f0i \u00ed or\u00f0um og or\u00f0laust. Eftir fundinn f\u00f3r \u00e9g a\u00f0 spjalla svol\u00edti\u00f0 og lenti \u00e1 hardcore-sporatalibana; \u00de\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi \u00e1\u00f0ur blogga\u00f0 um stefnu sl\u00edkra hef \u00e9g aldrei upplifa\u00f0 svo umb\u00fa\u00f0alausan hroka, l\u00edklega af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g hef for\u00f0ast\u00a0talibanafundi og l\u00e1ti\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 mestu afskiptalausa.\u00a0Af \u00fev\u00ed erf\u00f0avenjan dekkar ekki nema \u00fea\u00f0 sem fram fer \u00e1 fundum og af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 sumir lesenda minna hafa s\u00e6tt vi\u00f0l\u00edka \u00e1r\u00e1sum \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 fjalla um \u00feetta efni h\u00e9r. \u00c9g hef l\u00edka nokku\u00f0 hugsa\u00f0 um hve st\u00f3rh\u00e6ttulegt svona f\u00f3lk er ge\u00f0sj\u00fakum (og \u00f6\u00f0rum en \u00feeim sem telja sig lifa fullkomnu l\u00edfi … eru \u00fe\u00e1 v\u00e6ntanlega talibanar sj\u00e1lfir). \u00cd rauninni finnst m\u00e9r full \u00fe\u00f6rf \u00e1 a\u00f0 heilbrig\u00f0iskerfi\u00f0 breg\u00f0ist vi\u00f0 heila\u00fevotti af \u00feessu t\u00e6i enda getur hann veri\u00f0 beggja handa j\u00e1rn og \u00ed einhverjum tilvikum l\u00edklega n\u00fdst til a\u00f0 tippa sj\u00faklingum fram af br\u00faninni.<\/p>\n
Nema … \u00ed dag var m\u00e9r tj\u00e1\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00fej\u00e1\u00f0ist af \u00feunglyndi og kv\u00ed\u00f0a eing\u00f6ngu af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i ekki “unni\u00f0 sporin”, s\u00e9rstaklega af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g hef\u00f0i ekki “unni\u00f0” fj\u00f3r\u00f0a spori\u00f0. Fyrir \u00f3innv\u00edg\u00f0a: “Vi\u00f0 ger\u00f0um r\u00e6kilega og \u00f3ttalaust si\u00f0fer\u00f0ileg reikningsskil \u00ed l\u00edfi okkar.” \u00dea\u00f0 a\u00f0 “vinna sporin” er a\u00f0 hafa sporasponsor (tr\u00fana\u00f0armann) sem ma\u00f0ur hefur samband vi\u00f0 einu sinni \u00e1 dag (\u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 minnsta), hlusta \u00e1 amr\u00edska r\u00f6flara \u00e1 geisladiski (var a.m.k. \u00feannig fyrir nokkrum \u00e1rum \u00feegar \u00e9g ger\u00f0i einmitt tilraun til sl\u00edkrar sporavinnu en gafst upp af \u00fev\u00ed m\u00e9r fannst \u00feetta svo vitlaust fyrirb\u00e6ri), lesa sporab\u00f3kina og fylla \u00fat papp\u00edrssk\u00fdrslur. \u00cd fj\u00f3r\u00f0a-spors-vinnu er ger\u00f0ur listi yfir allar yfirsj\u00f3nir sem vi\u00f0komandi hefur \u00e1 samviskunni og m\u00e6tti m\u00f6gulega tengja vi\u00f0 \u00e1fengisneyslu, jafnvel illtengjanlegar vi\u00f0 \u00e1fengisneyslu. \u00cd einhverju seinna spori (man \u00feau aldrei) \u00e1 a\u00f0 gera\u00a0lista yfir alla sem ma\u00f0ur hefur m\u00f6gulega b\u00f6gga\u00f0 \u00ed \u00e1fengisneyslu og\u00a0ganga svo \u00ed a\u00f0 bi\u00f0jast fyrirgefningar. \u00a0<\/p>\n
J\u00e6ja, \u00far \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g haf\u00f0i klikka\u00f0 \u00e1 fj\u00f3r\u00f0asporsvinnu haf\u00f0i \u00e9g “vali\u00f0 \u00f3ttann” \u00ed sta\u00f0 k\u00e6rleikans (!). \u00c9g hef\u00f0i einangrast meir og meir og a\u00f0 lokum or\u00f0i\u00f0 sj\u00faklega veik af \u00feunglyndi og kv\u00ed\u00f0a, fyrir viki\u00f0. Mj\u00e1lm \u00e1 m\u00f3ti, t.d. a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti n\u00fa fj\u00f6lskyldu, einhverja vini, hef\u00f0i einmitt umgengist fj\u00f6lda manns \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g var\u00f0 \u00f3vinnuf\u00e6r o.s.fr. var afgreitt me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g h\u00e9ldi \u00feetta bara en hef\u00f0i \u00ed alv\u00f6runni veri\u00f0 ferlega einangru\u00f0 af \u00fev\u00ed mig skorti k\u00e6rleika. Mj\u00e1lmi \u00ed \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e1tt a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i n\u00fa hangi\u00f0 \u00ed \u00feessum samt\u00f6kum \u00ed meir en tvo \u00e1ratugi og s\u00fdndist a\u00f0 flestir har\u00f0kjarna-talibanar hef\u00f0u sprungi\u00f0 \u00e1 limminu … var teki\u00f0 sem hj\u00f3mi; S\u00f6mulei\u00f0is \u00e6mti um a\u00f0 “sporavinna” v\u00e6ri n\u00fa ekki \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00f6mul og hvernig f\u00f3lk hef\u00f0i or\u00f0i\u00f0 edr\u00fa innan samtakanna \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00fea\u00f0 f\u00f3r a\u00f0 fylla \u00fat papp\u00edr …<\/p>\n
\u00c9g m\u00e1 n\u00fa eiga \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g var\u00f0 ekki einu sinni rei\u00f0 og reyndi a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a \u00feetta fullkomlega r\u00f3leg (er hugsanlegt a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 of veik til a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a rei\u00f0?). \u00c1bendingar um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem virka\u00f0i vel fyrir alk\u00f3h\u00f3lista (12 spora kerfi\u00f0) v\u00e6ri ekki endilega h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 yfirf\u00e6ra \u00e1 alla a\u00f0ra sj\u00fakd\u00f3ma voru algerlega hunsa\u00f0ar. \u00deegar \u00e9g benti vi\u00f0komandi \u00e1 a\u00f0 m\u00e9r fyndist \u00fea\u00f0 bera vott um hroka a\u00f0 skella \u00fev\u00ed \u00ed andliti\u00f0 \u00e1 f\u00e1rveikri manneskju a\u00f0 sj\u00fakd\u00f3murinn v\u00e6ri henni sj\u00e1lfri a\u00f0 kenna – spur\u00f0i einmitt hvort vi\u00f0komandi tala\u00f0i svona vi\u00f0 krabbameinssj\u00faklinga – f\u00e9kk \u00e9g a\u00f0 heyra a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri sj\u00e1lf hrokafull a\u00f0 vilja ekki “vinna sporin” og a\u00f0 \u00e9g vildi “hanga \u00ed sj\u00fakd\u00f3mnum”. Jafnframt s\u00edsu\u00f0a\u00f0i vi\u00f0m\u00e6landi minn a\u00f0 hann seg\u00f0i \u00feetta einungis af k\u00e6rleika (!).<\/p>\n
\u00dearf varla a\u00f0 taka \u00fea\u00f0 fram a\u00f0 \u00e9g var uppl\u00fdst um a\u00f0 s\u00farefni og vatn myndu hreinsa l\u00edkama minn og m\u00e9r \u00f3ska\u00f0 hjartanlega til hamingju me\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera h\u00e6tt \u00e1 lyfjum …<\/p>\n
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H\u00e9r a\u00f0 ofan eru \u00e1g\u00e6t d\u00e6mi um a\u00f0 12 spora kerfi\u00f0 gagnast ekki vi\u00f0 hverju sem er. M\u00e6tti \u00fe\u00f3 r\u00f6ksty\u00f0ja a\u00f0 hver og einn v\u00e6ri \u00fearna \u00ed pontu a\u00f0 vinna fj\u00f3r\u00f0aspori\u00f0 sitt \ud83d\ude09 \u00a0\u00c9g dreg enga fj\u00f6\u00f0ur yfir a\u00f0 \u00e9g er \u00f3virkur alk\u00f3h\u00f3listi – \u00e1 br\u00e1\u00f0um 21 \u00e1rs edr\u00faafm\u00e6li og hef kynnst allskonar f\u00f3lki \u00e1 AA-fundum \u00ed \u00f6ll \u00feau \u00e1r. M\u00e9r s\u00fdnist a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem beita hva\u00f0 hvunndagslegastri a\u00f0fer\u00f0, \u00e1n ofsalegra sveifla e\u00f0a endalausra drama, komist sem best af og lifi r\u00edkasta l\u00edfinu edr\u00fa. A\u00f0 lifa \u00ed n\u00fainu og hafa h\u00f3f \u00ed hverjum hlut (spora”vinna” \u00fear ekki undanskilin) vir\u00f0ist skila \u00e1rangri. Venjulega hef \u00e9g sloppi\u00f0\u00a0vi\u00f0 fanat\u00edkera en kannski er \u00fea\u00f0 enn eitt merki \u00feess a\u00f0 verulega s\u00e9 af m\u00e9r dregi\u00f0 \u00feegar einn sl\u00edkur finnur hj\u00e1 s\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f6rf til a\u00f0 sparka \u00ed hr\u00e6i\u00f0?<\/p>\n
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Einangru\u00f0 og \u00f3ttaelskandi sem \u00e9g er (NOT) sag\u00f0i \u00e9g manninum undan og ofan af \u00feessu \u00feegar \u00e9g kom heim. Hann r\u00f3a\u00f0i mig, \u00feessi elska, me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 benda \u00e1 a\u00f0 allir ofsatr\u00faarmenn vonu\u00f0u a\u00f0 gu\u00f0 mundi k\u00e1la helv\u00edtis tr\u00faleysingjunum sem fyrst – kannski var \u00feessi vi\u00f0m\u00e6landi minn bara a\u00f0 hj\u00e1lpa gu\u00f0i sm\u00e1vegis \u00e1lei\u00f0is?<\/p>\n
Til \u00f6ryggis kalla\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00fat tr\u00fana\u00f0arkonu \u00e1 kaffih\u00fas til a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a \u00feetta enn frekar. Eftir \u00fea\u00f0 samtal var \u00e9g aftur komin \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e1 sko\u00f0un a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 vinna r\u00e9tt \u00ed \u00a0\u00fev\u00ed takmarka\u00f0a svigr\u00fami sem m\u00e9r er gefi\u00f0, g\u00e6ti rifja\u00f0 betur upp \u00feann hl\u00fdhug sem \u00e9g fann \u00e1 fundinum \u00ed morgun og a\u00f0 spora”vinna” v\u00e6ri st\u00f3rlega ofmeti\u00f0 t\u00f3l.<\/p>\n
Eftir stendur a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 eru ekki allir jafn heppnir og \u00e9g a\u00f0 geta fengi\u00f0 l\u00e1na\u00f0a d\u00f3mgreind hj\u00e1 \u00f3klikku\u00f0u f\u00f3lki. Eftir stendur a\u00f0 \u00e1byrg\u00f0 f\u00f3lks sem hefur turnast \u00ed eigin sporavinnu er mikil og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e6tti a\u00f0 hugsa sig um vel og vandlega \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00fea\u00f0 dembir “Lausninni” yfir a\u00f0ra sem axla a\u00f0ra sj\u00fakd\u00f3ma. Eftir stendur a\u00f0 s\u00fa einf\u00f6ldun a\u00f0 alk\u00f3h\u00f3lismi s\u00e9 almenn undirr\u00f3t alls ills, t.d. ge\u00f0sj\u00fakd\u00f3ma, er\u00a0geigv\u00e6nleg og g\u00e6ti reynst sj\u00faklingum l\u00edfsh\u00e6ttuleg. Eftir stendur a\u00f0 m\u00e9r finnst a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e6tti a\u00f0 s\u00f3tthreinsa almennar ge\u00f0deildir Lans af sl\u00edkum hugmyndum \u00fe\u00f3tt hj\u00fakrunarf\u00f3lki og l\u00e6knum s\u00e9 au\u00f0vita\u00f0 algerlega velkomi\u00f0 a\u00f0 hafa “Lausnina” fyrir sig, eins og \u00f6nnur pr\u00edvatm\u00e1l. (\u00c9g \u00e1tta\u00f0i mig ekki fyrr en \u00ed dag \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hva\u00f0 \u00feessi spora\u00e1r\u00f3\u00f0ur er hryllilega h\u00e6ttulegur \u00fear sem hann \u00e1 ekki vi\u00f0. \u00c9g hef um langt skei\u00f0 fengi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfsv\u00edgshugmyndir oft \u00ed viku, sem er partur af sj\u00fakd\u00f3mnum. V\u00e6ri \u00e9g jafn einangru\u00f0 og \u00f3ttaslegin og vi\u00f0m\u00e6landi minn vildi meina hef\u00f0i lei\u00f0in yfir styst verulega.)<\/p>\n
Og enn eitt: Vissulega h\u00e6tti \u00e9g \u00e1 lyfjum. En \u00fea\u00f0 kom n\u00fa ekki til af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g h\u00e9ldi a\u00f0 s\u00farefni og vatn myndu gera mig heilbrig\u00f0. Nei, eftir a\u00f0 hafa pr\u00f3fa\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00feri\u00f0ja tug lyfja var \u00e9g or\u00f0in \u00farkula vonar um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 fyndist lyf sem virka\u00f0i \u00e1 mitt \u00feunglyndi og kv\u00ed\u00f0a. Hef \u00ed t\u00edmans r\u00e1s s\u00e9\u00f0 m\u00f6rg d\u00e6mi \u00feess a\u00f0 lyf skiptu sk\u00f6pum og er almennt fylgjandi lyfl\u00e6kningum, rafl\u00e6kningum l\u00edka. Kannski mun \u00e9g \u00f6\u00f0last d\u00f6ngun til a\u00f0 halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa (verst hva\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00feoli helv. aukaverkanirnar illa). N\u00e6sta skref hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r er hvorki fj\u00f3r\u00f0a spors “vinna” n\u00e9 ni\u00f0urd\u00fdfingarsk\u00edrn heldur kv\u00ed\u00f0an\u00e1mskei\u00f0; er a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 komast \u00e1 svolei\u00f0is, veit ekki hvort \u00fea\u00f0 virkar en \u00fea\u00f0 get \u00e9g n\u00e1tt\u00farlega ekki vita\u00f0 nema pr\u00f3fa. Og \u00e9g er vo\u00f0alega miki\u00f0 til \u00ed a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa ansi margt\u00a0gegn \u00feessu\u00a0helv\u00edti\u00a0\u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 ekki heit fyrir n\u00fdm\u00f3\u00f0ins sporavinnu, a.m.k. ekki ef \u00e1rangurinn af henni er \u00ed l\u00edkingu vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g var\u00f0 vitni af \u00ed dag.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00deeir sem hafa ekki \u00e1huga \u00e1 alkafr\u00e6\u00f0um e\u00f0a ge\u00f0sj\u00fakd\u00f3mum \u00e6ttu ekkert a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 lesa \u00feessa f\u00e6rslu \ud83d\ude42 Dagurinn h\u00f3fst eins og a\u00f0rir dagar; m\u00e9r lei\u00f0 me\u00f0al-h\u00f6rmulega og \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 fara \u00e1 fund \u00ed m\u00ednum …<\/span> Read More …<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-232","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/232","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=232"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/232\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=232"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=232"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=232"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}