\u00deetta er harmbloggf\u00e6rsla. \u00deeim sem hugnast ekki sl\u00edkt er r\u00e1\u00f0lagt a\u00f0 lesa hana ekki.<\/p>\n
HAUSTV\u00cdSUR TIL M\u00c1R\u00cdU<\/p>\n
M\u00e1r\u00eda, lj\u00e1\u00f0u m\u00e9r m\u00f6ttul \u00feinn,
\nm\u00e6\u00f0ir hreti\u00f0 sk\u00fdja;
\ntekur mig a\u00f0 kala \u00e1 kinn,
\nkuldi sm\u00fdgr \u00ed hjarta\u00f0 inn;
\nm\u00e9r v\u00e6ri skj\u00f3l a\u00f0 m\u00f6ttlinum \u00fe\u00ednum hl\u00fdja.
\n\u00a0
\nM\u00e1r\u00eda, lj\u00e1\u00f0u m\u00e9r m\u00f6ttul \u00feinn,
\nm\u00e6rin hei\u00f0is sala;
\na\u00f0 m\u00e9r s\u00e6kir eldurinn;
\nyfir mig steypist reykurinn;
\nm\u00e9r v\u00e6ri \u00fe\u00f6rf \u00e1 m\u00f6ttlinum \u00fe\u00ednum svala
\n\u00a0
\n\u00deegar m\u00e9r s\u00edgur svefn \u00e1 br\u00e1
\ns\u00ed\u00f0astur alls \u00ed heimi,
\nm\u00f6ttulinn \u00feinn mj\u00faka \u00fe\u00e1,
\nM\u00f3\u00f0ir, breiddu mig ofan \u00e1,
\nsvo sofi \u00e9g v\u00e6rt og ekkert illt mig dreymi.\n<\/p>\n
(Einar \u00d3lafur Sveinsson)<\/p>\n
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\u00dea\u00f0 haustar a\u00f0. Og \u00e9g hef veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 veikjast undanfari\u00f0. A\u00f0dragandinn hefur veri\u00f0 \u00f3venju langur og m\u00e9r t\u00f3kst lengi vel a\u00f0 telja m\u00e9r tr\u00fa um a\u00f0 \u00feetta v\u00e6ri einhver flensupest en s\u00ed\u00f0ustu daga hefur veri\u00f0 vel lj\u00f3st hva\u00f0 amar a\u00f0. Helgin var sl\u00e6m, me\u00f0 k\u00f6lduflogum, hitasteypum og skj\u00e1lfta … \u00feegar m\u00e9r var\u00f0 lj\u00f3st \u00ed hva\u00f0 stefndi t\u00f3k svo botnlausa \u00f6rv\u00e6ntingin vi\u00f0 af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g var svo a\u00f0 vona a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i hloti\u00f0 bata, a\u00f0 \u00e9g myndi ekki veikjast aftur, a.m.k. ekki illa e\u00f0a a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri a.m.k. langt \u00ed n\u00e6sta kast.<\/p>\n
\u00cd g\u00e6rmorgun lei\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00f6murlega og \u00e9g reikna\u00f0i allt eins me\u00f0 a\u00f0 r\u00fass\u00edbanarei\u00f0in ofan \u00ed helv\u00edti t\u00e6ki vi\u00f0 undir kv\u00f6ld. Yfirleitt er s\u00fa fer\u00f0 hr\u00f6\u00f0 og n\u00e1nast l\u00f3\u00f0r\u00e9tt ni\u00f0ur. Og engin M\u00e1r\u00eda til a\u00f0 leita skj\u00f3ls hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00f3neitanlega s\u00e9 mikil huggun f\u00f3lgin \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed fallega kv\u00e6\u00f0i sem \u00e9g vitna til h\u00e9r a\u00f0 ofan. \u00deetta er eitt af \u00feeim kv\u00e6\u00f0um sem reynast m\u00e9r hva\u00f0 best \u00feegar m\u00e9r l\u00ed\u00f0ur illa.<\/p>\n
Eitthva\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist \u00feetta n\u00fdja lyf sem \u00e9g et hafa s\u00e9r til \u00e1g\u00e6tis: Bo\u00f0sfer\u00f0inni til heljar var fresta\u00f0 um sinn og \u00e9g lif\u00f0i af kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 hra\u00f0frystast \u00ed gr\u00e6nmeti til s\u00e1lar og l\u00edkama. \u00c9g er enn lasin en \u00e9g er ekki sokkin ofan \u00ed hi\u00f0 dj\u00fapa lamandi og t\u00e6randi \u00feunglyndi sem \u00e9g \u00feekki \u00fev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur alltof vel. Ef \u00e9g slepp vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er m\u00e9r sama \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g geti illa lesi\u00f0 \u00ed augnablikinu, ver\u00f0i a\u00f0 einbeita m\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sl\u00e1 inn r\u00e9tt s\u00edman\u00famer, r\u00e9tt lykilor\u00f0, (og mistakist m\u00f6rgum sinnum), \u00fe\u00f3 \u00e9g \u00feurfi n\u00fana a\u00f0 skrifa allt ni\u00f0ur svo \u00e9g gleymi \u00fev\u00ed ekki jafnhar\u00f0an; s\u00e9 sums\u00e9 athyglisbrostinn aumingi a\u00f0 hluta. \u00dea\u00f0 m\u00e1 d\u00edla vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Lyfjaskammturinn var tv\u00f6falda\u00f0ur \u00ed g\u00e6rkv\u00f6ldi og aflei\u00f0ingin var s\u00fa a\u00f0 \u00e9g hr\u00f6kk upp klukkan h\u00e1lf-\u00ferj\u00fa \u00ed n\u00f3tt og ekki vinnandi vegur a\u00f0 sofna aftur. N\u00e1\u00f0i svo einum og h\u00e1lfum klukkt\u00edma\u00a0eftir klukkan fimm.\u00a0 \u00deetta er aukaverkun sem sumir finna fyrir af \u00feessu lyfi en \u00e1 a\u00f0 lagast me\u00f0 t\u00edmanum \u2013 \u00e9g var n\u00fdkomin me\u00f0 e\u00f0lilegan svefn eftir 5 m\u00e1na\u00f0a t\u00f6ku \u00e1 minni skammtinum. Vonandi tekur \u00fea\u00f0 ekki\u00a0marga m\u00e1nu\u00f0i a\u00f0 n\u00e1 \u00feessu \u00e1 dobblu\u00f0um skammti. \u00c9g legg mig n\u00fana \u00e1 eftir og \u00feetta ver\u00f0ur allt \u00ed lagi, tr\u00fai \u00e9g.<\/p>\n
—<\/p>\n
\nF\u00e9lagi minn til margra \u00e1ra er til moldar borinn \u00ed dag. \u00dev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur kemst \u00e9g ekki \u00ed jar\u00f0arf\u00f6rina hans. En \u00e9g bi\u00f0 \u00feess a\u00f0 M\u00e1r\u00eda brei\u00f0i ofan \u00e1 hann m\u00f6ttulinn sinn mj\u00faka svo sofi hann v\u00e6rt og ekkert illt hann dreymi.\n<\/p>\n
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