K\u00f6tturinn vakti mig h\u00e1lf-sex \u00ed morgun. \u00c9g n\u00e1\u00f0i undir klukkut\u00edma normal. S\u00e1 t\u00edmi styttist me\u00f0 hverjum deginum.<\/p>\n
N\u00fana er \u00e9g koldofin, finnst allt \u00edskalt og dimmt. Einhvers sta\u00f0ar dj\u00fapt inni \u00ed m\u00e9r leynist Harpa en \u00fea\u00f0 er ansi dj\u00fapt og frosi\u00f0 allt \u00ed kringum hana. \u00c6tti a\u00f0 taka upp nafni\u00f0 Morri \u00ed sta\u00f0inn. Ekkert skiptir m\u00e1li og heimurinn hefur breyst \u00ed n\u00edstandi t\u00f3m.<\/p>\n
\u00c1 f\u00f6studaginn komst \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g var b\u00fain a\u00f0 gleyma hvar sonur minn byggi \u00ed borg \u00f3ttans. Samt hef \u00e9g komi nokkrum sinnum til hans, s\u00ed\u00f0an hann flutti. \u00deetta bara stroka\u00f0ist \u00fat. S\u00ed\u00f0an hefur \u00e6 meir strokast \u00fat og \u00e9g get ekki lengur lesi\u00f0 (\u00fe.e.a.s. au\u00f0vita\u00f0 get \u00e9g lesi\u00f0 en \u00e9g man ekki \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g les – \u00feetta er athyglisbrestur dau\u00f0ans!). Seinnipartinn \u00ed g\u00e6r var or\u00f0i\u00f0 erfitt a\u00f0 hitta \u00e1 r\u00e9tta lykla \u00e1 lyklabor\u00f0inu svo \u00e9g l\u00e6t pjan\u00f3forti\u00f0 algerlega \u00f3snert. Reyni ekki a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 sj\u00f3nvarp en g\u00e6ti sosum legi\u00f0 \u00e1 s\u00f3fanum fyrir framan t\u00e6ki\u00f0 – \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki verri sta\u00f0ur en hver annar. Hannyr\u00f0ir hafa veri\u00f0 lag\u00f0ar til hli\u00f0ar a\u00f0 sinni en \u00e9g SKAL samt berja saman f\u00e6rslu um s\u00f6gu prj\u00f3naskapar flj\u00f3tlega, \u00fea\u00f0 tekur \u00fe\u00e1 bara einhverja daga a\u00f0 rifja aftur og aftur upp \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g les um \u00fea\u00f0 efni og reyna a\u00f0 hugsa \u00ed sm\u00e1sk\u00f6mmtum.<\/p>\n
\u00cd g\u00e6rmorgun ger\u00f0i \u00e9g tilraun til a\u00f0 svindla \u00e1 kv\u00ed\u00f0astillandi skammtinum, seldi m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00e1 hugmynd a\u00f0 \u00e9g yr\u00f0i sk\u00edrari \u00ed kollinum fyrir h\u00e1degi \u00e1n sl\u00edkra lyfja. \u00dea\u00f0 virka\u00f0i ekki og \u00fea\u00f0 eina sem \u00e9g haf\u00f0i upp \u00far tilrauninni var a\u00f0 st\u00edga \u00f6lduna \u00ed \u00feeim stutta labbit\u00far sem \u00e9g \u00fe\u00f3 kom m\u00e9r \u00ed. Kv\u00ed\u00f0astillandi drasli\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist laga jafnv\u00e6gisskyni\u00f0 svol\u00edti\u00f0.<\/p>\n
\u00deegar \u00e9g var a\u00f0 veikjast vorkenndi \u00e9g sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00f3gurlega, fannst miki\u00f0 \u00e1fall a\u00f0 komast a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 n\u00fdja lyfi\u00f0 v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 h\u00e6tta a\u00f0 virka. N\u00fana er \u00e9g kominn\u00a0\u00e1 \u00feann sta\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g vorkenni m\u00e9r ekki neitt, fakt\u00edskt finn \u00e9g ekki til\u00a0neinna tilfinninga.\u00a0Skruna yfir fj\u00f6lmi\u00f0la og tek eftir a\u00f0 Lady GaGa og Yoko Ono t\u00f3ku saman lagi\u00f0, a\u00f0 einhverjir fl\u00f6ggu\u00f0u nasistaf\u00e1na \u00e1 Austurvelli, a\u00f0 fem\u00ednistar eru enn einn ganginn \u00f3\u00f0ir af heilagri vandl\u00e6tingu … en \u00feetta l\u00ed\u00f0ur hj\u00e1 eins og b\u00ed\u00f3mynd og snertir mig \u00ed rauninni ekki nokkurn skapa\u00f0an hlut. M\u00e9r er\u00a0l\u00edka lj\u00f3st a\u00f0 fullt af f\u00f3lki hefur \u00fea\u00f0 miklu meira sk\u00edtt en \u00e9g og \u00fea\u00f0 er fullt af f\u00f3lki sem gl\u00edmir vi\u00f0 grafalvarlega sj\u00fakd\u00f3ma o.s.fr. en \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki nokkur einasta huggun e\u00f0a pepp; \u00ed rauninni kemur \u00fea\u00f0 heldur ekkert vi\u00f0 mig.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 eina sem\u00a0\u00e9g get gert er a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a af m\u00e9r helv\u00edtis kasti\u00f0 og lifa \u00fea\u00f0 af. En \u00ed mi\u00f0ju \u00feunglyndiskasti er ekki einu sinni \u00fea\u00f0 huggun e\u00f0a til b\u00f3ta. \u00deegar ma\u00f0ur\u00a0syndir gegnum daginn \u00e1 38 sn\u00faninga hra\u00f0a og hver s\u00f3larhringur\u00a0ver\u00f0ur \u00f3endanlega langur er hugsanlegur e\u00f0a v\u00e6ntanlegur bati svo handan sj\u00f3ndeildarhringsins a\u00f0 hann er \u00f3s\u00fdnilegur m\u00f6guleiki. \u00a0Sk\u00e1sti raunh\u00e6fi m\u00f6guleikinn er a\u00f0 dobblun lyfjanna skili einhverjum \u00e1rangri, \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera lj\u00f3st fyrir mi\u00f0jan okt\u00f3ber. \u00deanga\u00f0 til er best a\u00f0 sofa sem mest, sem er gu\u00f0i-s\u00e9-lof ekki erfitt \u00fev\u00ed helv. \u00feunglyndi\u00f0 ey\u00f0ir orku meir en nokkurt fyrirb\u00e6ri sem \u00e9g \u00feekki. Svefn er d\u00e1samleg p\u00e1sa \u00far \u00feessu helv\u00edti.<\/p>\n
\u00deessi f\u00e6rsla var bein \u00fatsending \u00far Hel. Hir\u00f0i ekki einu sinni um a\u00f0 myndskreyta hana en menn geta \u00edmynda\u00f0 s\u00e9r sogandi svarthol ef \u00feeir sakna mynda. Er\u00a0 farin a\u00f0 sofa.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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