hveim snotrum manni \/ en s\u00e9r engu a\u00f0 una (H\u00e1vam\u00e1l, 95. erindi). \u00c9g er einmitt snotur kona, alt\u00e9nt \u00feegar heilinn starfar nokk normal, en akk\u00farat n\u00fana er \u00e9g \u00ed \u00e1standinu “s\u00e9r engu a\u00f0 una”, sem m\u00e9r finnst l\u00fdsa \u00feunglyndi aldeilis pr\u00fd\u00f0ilega.<\/p>\n
Er heima, \u00ed helgarheims\u00f3kn. Dagurinn \u00ed g\u00e6r var \u00ed sl\u00f6ku me\u00f0allagi og \u00e9g tilt\u00f6lulega fre\u00f0in \u00feegar \u00e9g kom heim um kv\u00f6ldmatarleyti\u00f0. Svo vakna\u00f0i \u00e9g h\u00e1lf-fj\u00f6gur (s\u00f3 m\u00f6ts fyrir hinn g\u00f3\u00f0a rotara, \u00fe.e. sterka ge\u00f0lyfi\u00f0 sem \u00e1 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 mig til a\u00f0 sofa \u00e1fram!) og gafst upp og f\u00f3r \u00e1 f\u00e6tur laust fyrir h\u00e1lf-fimm. Kattarkvikindi\u00f0 m\u00e1 eiga \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 h\u00fan dreif sig me\u00f0 \u00e1 f\u00e6tur, gr\u00fatsyfju\u00f0, og hefur haldi\u00f0 m\u00e9r selskap, \u00e1samt \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gerast umsvifalaust me\u00f0virkur a\u00f0standandi reykingamanns \u00fe\u00f3tt um mi\u00f0ja n\u00f3tt v\u00e6ri. Samt var h\u00fan tilt\u00f6lulega \u00f3hress me\u00f0 a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta m\u00e9r eftir r\u00fami\u00f0 mitt \u00ed g\u00e6rkv\u00f6ldi\u00a0… b\u00fain a\u00f0 koma s\u00e9r upp huggulegum k\u00faruselskap me\u00f0 manninum \u00ed hj\u00f3nar\u00faminu en \u00feurfti a\u00f0 flytja \u00e1 teppi\u00f0 sitt \u00ed gluggakistunni \u00ed n\u00f3tt, \u00feegar ge\u00f0veika yfirl\u00e6\u00f0an m\u00e6tti \u00e1 sv\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Svefninn hefur veri\u00f0 \u00ed lagi \u00feessa vikuna \u00e1 ge\u00f0deildinni svo \u00e9g reikna\u00f0i n\u00fa ekki me\u00f0 \u00e1rv\u00f6ku e\u00f0a fj\u00f6gurra t\u00edma n\u00e6tursvefni h\u00e9r heima. Haf\u00f0i meira a\u00f0 segja me\u00f0 m\u00e9r eyrnatappa, ef hinum g\u00f3\u00f0a eiginmanni yr\u00f0i \u00e1 a\u00f0 hrj\u00f3ta (nokku\u00f0 sem hann sta\u00f0h\u00e6fir a\u00f0 hann geri alls ekki og s\u00e9 einungis \u00edmyndun konunnar st\u00f6ku sinnum).<\/p>\n
\u00c9g \u00e6tla a\u00f0 gista h\u00e9r n\u00e6stu n\u00f3tt l\u00edka og ver\u00f0ur spennandi a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 hvernig fer.<\/p>\n
—\u00a0<\/p>\n
Eftir r\u00famar fimm vikur \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild hefur m\u00e9r batna\u00f0 svol\u00edti\u00f0, eins og \u00e9g l\u00fdsti \u00ed s\u00ed\u00f0ustu f\u00e6rslu, en er enn svakalega f\u00f6tlu\u00f0 til s\u00e1lar; \u00f3l\u00e6s, me\u00f0 athyglisbrest dau\u00f0ans og maran leggst oftast \u00e1 mig laust fyrir h\u00e1degi, \u00feyngist frameftir degi og getur or\u00f0i\u00f0 ansi \u00feungb\u00e6r \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin. Lyfi\u00f0 sem \u00e9g gadda \u00ed mig hefur a.m.k. s\u00fdnt aukaverkanir, a\u00f0allega l\u00e1gan bl\u00f3\u00f0\u00fer\u00fdsting og sj\u00f3ntruflanir; \u00e9g ver\u00f0 svakalega n\u00e6rs\u00fdn laust eftir h\u00e1degi dag hvern, sennilega af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g r\u00fdni um of \u00ed prj\u00f3namynstur og auga\u00f0 n\u00e6r v\u00edst ekki a\u00f0 stilla sig e\u00f0lilega. L\u00e6knandi verkun er aftur \u00e1 m\u00f3ti minni, \u00fe\u00f3 er hugsanlegt a\u00f0 meiri r\u00f3, \u00fe.e. minni \u00f6rv\u00e6nting og \u00fe.a.l. f\u00e6rri og daufari sj\u00e1lfsv\u00edgs\u00feankar, s\u00e9u \u00feessu lyfi a\u00f0 \u00feakka.<\/p>\n
Eldh\u00fasi\u00f0 eitrar reglulega fyrir m\u00e9r, einkum me\u00f0 belgbaunum, en einnig pepper\u00f3n\u00ed, sojas\u00f3su og fleiru tilbeh\u00f6r. (Ef einhver hefur \u00e1huga \u00e1 a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 eitrunarlistann fyrir Marplan er hann h\u00e9r<\/a>.) \u00c9g er h\u00e6tt a\u00f0 kvarta yfir \u00feessu, spyr hj\u00fakrunarf\u00f3lki\u00f0 ef \u00e9g er vafa en ef \u00e9g er viss \u00fdti \u00e9g matnum til hli\u00f0ar og bor\u00f0a \u00feann part sem \u00e9g m\u00e1. Enda er \u00fea\u00f0 sta\u00f0fast markmi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00feyngjast um k\u00edl\u00f3 \u00e1 viku svo \u00e9g passi \u00ed einhverjar a\u00f0rar buxur en \u00feessar f\u00e1u druslur sem \u00e9g \u00e1 \u00ed nr. 36. Markmi\u00f0i\u00f0 hefur sennilega ekki alveg n\u00e1\u00f0st en eitthva\u00f0 hef \u00e9g \u00feyngst enda et \u00e9g samviskusamlega allt af disknum \u00ed hvert m\u00e1l (nema eitra\u00f0a d\u00f3ti\u00f0) – hef a\u00f0eins einu sinni tilkynnt a\u00f0 \u00feennan mat g\u00e6ti \u00e9g ekki bor\u00f0a\u00f0, \u00fea\u00f0 var daginn sem var hjartag\u00fallas \u00e1 bor\u00f0um. Svo var \u00e9g n\u00f3gu s\u00e9\u00f0 til a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta merkja m\u00ednus fisk \u00e1 mitt matarspjald fr\u00e1 fyrsta degi, \u00fea\u00f0 er nefnilega fiskur \u00ed anna\u00f0 hvert m\u00e1l. Og \u00e9g gra\u00f0ga ekki \u00ed mig fiski \u00e1 almannaf\u00e6ri fremur en \u00fe\u00e6r g\u00f3\u00f0u konur undir J\u00f6kli, \u00ed Kristnihaldinu.<\/p>\n Dagarnir \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild eru hver \u00f6\u00f0rum l\u00edkir og renna saman enda fylgir dj\u00fapri ge\u00f0l\u00e6g\u00f0 talsvert blakk\u00e1t (gu\u00f0i s\u00e9 lof). \u00c9g er yfirleitt komin \u00e1 f\u00e6tur milli 7 og 8, oft upp\u00far 7, en fr\u00e1 korter \u00ed 7 m\u00e1 fara \u00fat a\u00f0 reykja. Eftir morgunreykingar og morgunkaffi sendi \u00e9g manninum morgun-SMS-i\u00f0, reyni a\u00f0 hafa \u00fea\u00f0 soldi\u00f0 uppl\u00edfgandi fyrir manninn sem g\u00e6ti lei\u00f0st \u00ed s\u00ednu skrifstofudjobbi. Svo reykir ma\u00f0ur meira og b\u00ed\u00f0ur eftir morgunmat og morgunlyfjum, milli h\u00e1lfn\u00edu og n\u00edu. Eftir \u00fea\u00f0 m\u00e1 prj\u00f3na svol\u00edti\u00f0 me\u00f0an be\u00f0i\u00f0 er eftir l\u00e6knavi\u00f0tali, venjulega \u00ed kringum 10. Eftir \u00fea\u00f0 k\u00edki \u00e9g \u00e1 t\u00f6lvup\u00f3st inni \u00ed Listasmi\u00f0ju, sem er opin m\u00e1nudaga til fimmtudaga, r\u00famlega klukkustund fyrir og eftir h\u00e1degi. Yfirleitt nenni \u00e9g ekki a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a neitt \u00e1 vefnum enda afar \u00e1hugalaus um hinn ytri heim. S\u00ed\u00f0an er \u00fea\u00f0 morgunsturtan, reykja og prj\u00f3na og b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir h\u00e1degismatnum og h\u00e1degislyfjunum. \u00c9g hef a\u00f0eins reynt a\u00f0 fara \u00ed labbit\u00far eftir h\u00e1degi\u00f0, lengst alveg ni\u00f0ur \u00ed Tiger \u00e1 Laugaveginum en s\u00e1 g\u00f6ngut\u00far var reyndar fulllangur og m\u00e9r lei\u00f0 eins og \u00e9g v\u00e6ri \u00e1 fyrsta glasi \u00e1 lei\u00f0inni heim \u00e1 deild aftur. Eftir h\u00e1degi\u00f0 er oft einhvers konar stutt dagskr\u00e1, t\u00f3nlistar\u00feerap\u00eda e\u00f0a kyrr\u00f0arstund. Misjafnt hvort \u00e9g m\u00e6ti \u00e1 \u00feetta – fer eftir hve maran er or\u00f0in \u00feung og hvort \u00e9g treysti m\u00e9r til a\u00f0 sitja \u00f3gr\u00e1tandi gegnum h\u00e1lft\u00edma pr\u00f3gramm. Yfirleitt reyni \u00e9g a\u00f0 halda mig frammi alveg fram a\u00f0 kv\u00f6ldmat, h\u00e1lf sex, og prj\u00f3na, milli reykfer\u00f0a. Fram eftir degi\u00a0get \u00e9g haldi\u00f0 uppi samr\u00e6\u00f0um vi\u00f0 samsj\u00faklinga og l\u00edt sennilega tilt\u00f6lulega \u00f3ge\u00f0veik \u00fat. En eftir kv\u00f6ldmat treysti \u00e9g m\u00e9r yfirleitt ekki til a\u00f0 feika \u00feetta lengur, finnst kli\u00f0ur \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gilegur og\u00a0hlj\u00f3\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00ed sj\u00f3nvarpinu \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gilegt og samvera \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gileg, svo \u00e9g flyt inn \u00ed herbergi me\u00f0 prj\u00f3na og Mp3 spilarann\u00a0og reyni a\u00f0 lifa af kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0\u00a0kappkl\u00e6dd uppi \u00ed r\u00fami … stundum tek \u00e9g h\u00e1lft\u00edma \u00ed einu til a\u00f0 h\u00f6ndla t\u00edmann fram til klukkan 10 \u00feegar \u00e9g f\u00e6 kv\u00f6ldlyfin og get flj\u00f3tlega fari\u00f0 a\u00f0\u00a0sofa og sloppi\u00f0\u00a0fr\u00e1 m\u00f6runni miklu. Komi gestir get \u00e9g yfirleitt feika\u00f0 mig fr\u00edska \u00ed takmarka\u00f0an t\u00edma.<\/p>\n \u00deetta hlj\u00f3mar sem heldur f\u00e1t\u00e6klegt l\u00edf – \u00e9g hef l\u00f6ngu gefist upp \u00e1 a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 lesa Fr\u00e9ttabla\u00f0i\u00f0<\/em> e\u00f0a a\u00f0ra snepla sem berast inn \u00e1 deildina, get ekki fylgst me\u00f0 sj\u00f3nvarpi og hef eiginlega ekki snefil af \u00e1huga \u00e1 neinu sem er a\u00f0 gerast \u00fearna \u00fati. En \u00feetta er l\u00edf sem hentar m\u00e9r afar vel sem stendur. H\u00e6filega takm\u00f6rku\u00f0 dagskr\u00e1, afskaplega almennilegt starfsf\u00f3lk og samsj\u00faklingar sem eru oft \u00e1 sama b\u00e1ti og \u00e9g,\u00a0 henta vel konu sem er h\u00f6ll \u00far heimi og \u00fearf fyrst og fremst a\u00f0 einbeita s\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 komast \u00ed gegnum einn dag \u00ed einu. Um daginn var \u00e9g spur\u00f0 hvort m\u00e9r leiddist. \u00c9g \u00edhuga\u00f0i \u00feetta svol\u00edti\u00f0 og ni\u00f0ursta\u00f0an er a\u00f0 m\u00e9r lei\u00f0ist ekki. Held a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 partur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 finnast yfirleitt n\u00e6stum ekki neitt; finn ekki fyrir tilhl\u00f6kkun, kv\u00ed\u00f0a, rei\u00f0i, lei\u00f0a, \u00f3\u00feolinm\u00e6\u00f0i \u00a0e\u00f0a nokkrum sk\u00f6pu\u00f0um tilfinningum. \u00dea\u00f0 eina sem \u00e9g finn verulega fyrir seinnipartinn og kv\u00f6ldin eru \u00f3b\u00e6rileg \u00feyngslin (eins og ma\u00f0ur s\u00e9 \u00ed svarta \u00feoku sem leggst yfir og allt um kring og inn \u00ed mann l\u00edka), s\u00e1rsaukinn sem fylgir \u00feunglyndinu (einhvers sta\u00f0ar dj\u00fapt inni \u00ed brj\u00f3stinu), og hro\u00f0alegur kuldi sem kemur einhvern veginn innan fr\u00e1 svo \u00fea\u00f0 er erfitt a\u00f0 kl\u00e6\u00f0a hann af s\u00e9r.\u00a0 Kosturinn vi\u00f0 ge\u00f0deildardv\u00f6l er a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki svo miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 \u00fatsk\u00fdra \u00feessa l\u00ed\u00f0an, \u00fear skilja menn n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega hvernig dj\u00fap ge\u00f0l\u00e6g\u00f0 l\u00fdsir s\u00e9r enda margir \u00e1 sama b\u00e1ti. Verkf\u00e6rin til a\u00f0 h\u00f6ndla kv\u00f6ldin eru prj\u00f3nar og t\u00f3nlist.<\/p>\n \u00c9g veit ekki hven\u00e6r \u00e9g \u00fatskrifast og er \u00ed rauninni alveg sama. Vona bara a\u00f0 \u00e9g ver\u00f0i ekki send heim fyrr en \u00e9g er tilb\u00fain til \u00feess a\u00f0 h\u00f6ndla heimveru.<\/p>\n Akk\u00farat n\u00fana \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir a\u00f0 klukkan skr\u00ed\u00f0i yfir \u00e1tta svo \u00e9g geti teki\u00f0 morgunlyfin m\u00edn og reynt a\u00f0 sofna aftur svolitla stund. Var svona a\u00f0 g\u00e6la vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 fyrirfram a\u00f0 komast \u00e1 h\u00e1rgrei\u00f0slustofu og l\u00e1ta lita \u00e1 m\u00e9r h\u00e1ri\u00f0 (gr\u00e1a r\u00f6ndin er or\u00f0in ansi vi\u00f0amikil) e\u00f0a skreppa \u00ed lj\u00f3s en s\u00e9 n\u00fana a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er alltof st\u00f3r biti fyrir mig og ver\u00f0ur a\u00f0 frestast eins og allt anna\u00f0. Enda er m\u00e9r n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega sama \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g l\u00edti \u00fat eins og draugur upp \u00far \u00f6\u00f0rum draug – \u00e9g gr\u00e6ja \u00feetta bara \u00feegar \u00e9g ver\u00f0 or\u00f0in \u00feokkalega fr\u00edsk.<\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" hveim snotrum manni \/ en s\u00e9r engu a\u00f0 una (H\u00e1vam\u00e1l, 95. erindi). \u00c9g er einmitt snotur kona, alt\u00e9nt \u00feegar heilinn starfar nokk normal, en akk\u00farat n\u00fana er \u00e9g \u00ed \u00e1standinu “s\u00e9r engu a\u00f0 una”, sem …<\/span> Read More …<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-294","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/294","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=294"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/294\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=294"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=294"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=294"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}