\u00deetta er f\u00e6rsla um pers\u00f3nulega reynslu sem \u00e9g hef ekki treyst til a\u00f0 skrifa fyrr en n\u00fa. M\u00e9r finnst alltaf \u00f6murlegt \u00feegar eitthva\u00f0 mistekst og er yfirleitt lengi a\u00f0 jafna mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed, hvort sem um er a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a eigin mist\u00f6k e\u00f0a a\u00f0 enn ein me\u00f0fer\u00f0artilraunin skilar ekki \u00e1rangri \u00ed \u00feeim sj\u00fakd\u00f3mi sem yfirteki\u00f0 hefur l\u00edf mitt a\u00f0 mestu, dj\u00fapu \u00feunglyndi. Lesendum sem eru a\u00f0 leita a\u00f0 einhverju sni\u00f0ugu e\u00f0a einhverju til a\u00f0 hneykslast \u00e1 er r\u00e1\u00f0i\u00f0 fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 lesa \u00feessa f\u00e6rslu. H\u00fan er skrifu\u00f0 fyrir mig (sem skriftir og til seinnit\u00edma uppflettingar, \u00e9g nota eigi\u00f0 blogg sem minnisgeymslu) og \u00fe\u00e1 sem vilja lesa um hvernig \u00feunglyndi getur l\u00fdst s\u00e9r.<\/p>\n
Upp \u00far mi\u00f0jum september f\u00f3r m\u00e9r a\u00f0 l\u00ed\u00f0a heldur illa, eins og \u00ed fyrra og \u00ed hitte\u00f0fyrra og l\u00edklega \u00e1rin \u00fear \u00e1 undan. Undanfarin tv\u00f6 haust (a.m.k., e.t.v. eru \u00feetta fleiri haust) hef \u00e9g \u00feurft a\u00f0 leggjast inn \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild upp \u00far 20. okt\u00f3ber, minnir a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hafi muna\u00f0 degi \u00e1 dagsetningum s\u00ed\u00f0ustu tveggja hausta. En innlagnir hafa langoftast veri\u00f0 tengdar einhverri von, \u00fe.e.a.s. \u00e1tt hefur a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa n\u00fdtt lyf, n\u00fdja lyfjasamsetningu e\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0 svolei\u00f0is. \u00d6r\u00ferifar\u00e1\u00f0i\u00f0 var pr\u00f3fa\u00f0 sl. haust, Marplan (\u00f3afturkr\u00e6fur MAO-blokki sem er einungis gefinn \u00feegar \u00f6ll hin ge\u00f0lyfin \u00e1 bo\u00f0st\u00f3lum hafa ekki skila\u00f0 \u00e1rangri). Marplan haf\u00f0i afar sl\u00e6mar aukaverkanir, sumar eru fyrst a\u00f0 ganga til baka n\u00fana og skila\u00f0i \u00fev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur ekki \u00e1rangri \u00ed nokkrurra m\u00e1na\u00f0a pr\u00f3fun.<\/p>\n
Af \u00fev\u00ed meira a\u00f0 segja \u00f6r\u00ferifar\u00e1\u00f0i\u00f0 var fullpr\u00f3fa\u00f0 (og \u00f6ll hin r\u00e1\u00f0in, \u00fe.e. mest\u00f6ll lyfjafl\u00f3ran sem kemur til greina auk \u00fdmissa sto\u00f0lyfja, raflosta, n\u00e1lastungna o.s.fr., allt nema DAM og Mindfulness, sem \u00e9g hef enga tr\u00fa \u00e1 a\u00f0 virki vi\u00f0 svo dj\u00fapri me\u00f0fer\u00f0ar\u00f3n\u00e6mri ge\u00f0l\u00e6g\u00f0 sem ekki ver\u00f0ur rakin til eins n\u00e9 neins nema hugsanlega erf\u00f0a … kannski pr\u00f3fa \u00e9g samt hugr\u00e6na d\u00f3ti\u00f0 einhvern t\u00edma til a\u00f0 geta kvitta\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 hafa pr\u00f3fa\u00f0) reyndi \u00e9g a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta m\u00e9r detta \u00ed hug eitthva\u00f0 … hva\u00f0 sem er n\u00e1nast … sem g\u00e6ti m\u00f6gulega tafi\u00f0 framr\u00e1s sj\u00fakd\u00f3msins og gert m\u00e9r kleift a\u00f0 vera heima hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r en ekki inn \u00e1 deild \u00feetta hausti\u00f0.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r datt \u00ed hug s\u00f3l. M\u00f6rg undanfarin sumur h\u00f6fum vi\u00f0 ma\u00f0urinn fari\u00f0 til gr\u00edskra eyja og oftast hefur m\u00e9r li\u00f0i\u00f0 me\u00f0 sk\u00e1rra m\u00f3ti \u00fe\u00e1 en gat n\u00e1tt\u00farlega ekki vita\u00f0 hvort \u00feetta v\u00e6ri \u00e1rst\u00ed\u00f0abundinn hringur \u00feunglyndisins e\u00f0a s\u00f3l og hiti sem virku\u00f0u \u00e1 \u00feunglyndi\u00f0. Eftir a\u00f0 hafa r\u00e1\u00f0f\u00e6rt mig vi\u00f0 manninn (oft gott a\u00f0 f\u00e1 l\u00e1na\u00f0a d\u00f3mgreind ef ma\u00f0ur er ekki \u00ed toppstandi sj\u00e1lfur) og komist a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 honum \u00fe\u00f3tti \u00feetta ekki alvitlaus kenning \u00e1kva\u00f0 \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00feetta v\u00e6ri tilraunarinnar vir\u00f0i, panta\u00f0i h\u00e1lfsm\u00e1na\u00f0arfer\u00f0 til Kr\u00edtar og f\u00f3r \u00feanga\u00f0 \u00ed lok september, me\u00f0 danskri fer\u00f0askrifstofu.<\/p>\n
\u00deetta var \u00ed fimmta sinn sem \u00e9g kom til Kr\u00edtar, haf\u00f0i m.a. dvali\u00f0 \u00e1\u00f0ur \u00ed Ne\u00f0ra-Hjar\u00f0arb\u00f3li (Kato Stalos), sem er me\u00f0 minnstu fer\u00f0amanna\u00feorpunum \u00fat fr\u00e1 Hania, kanna\u00f0ist strax vel vi\u00f0 mig og leist lj\u00f3mandi vel \u00e1 fyrstu dagana; \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0in m\u00edn var f\u00edn, d\u00f6nsku ellil\u00edfeyris\u00feegarnir \u00ed s\u00f3lba\u00f0inu f\u00ednir, kyrr\u00f0 og r\u00f3, fr\u00e1b\u00e6rt ve\u00f0ur og s\u00f3l skein \u00ed hei\u00f0i. \u00c9g g\u00e6ldi vi\u00f0 hugmyndir um a\u00f0 geta kannski fari\u00f0 \u00ed einhverja labbit\u00fara og jafnvel skroppi\u00f0 me\u00f0 str\u00e6t\u00f3 inn \u00ed Hania einhvern daginn en a\u00f0allega hugsa\u00f0i \u00e9g m\u00e9r a\u00f0 liggja \u00ed s\u00f3lba\u00f0i, lesa reyfara og haf\u00f0i t\u00f3nlist og hannyr\u00f0ir fyrir kv\u00f6ldin, vitandi a\u00f0 versti t\u00edminn minn er oftast \u00fe\u00e1 (sn\u00fd \u00f6fugt vi\u00f0 flesta \u00feunglyndissj\u00faklinga a\u00f0 \u00feessu leytinu).<\/p>\n
Fyrsti dagur: F\u00ednn! Annar dagur: F\u00ednn en eftir langan labbit\u00far komu fram d\u00e6miger\u00f0 einkenni eins og jafnv\u00e6gisskortur, \u00f3raunveruleikatilfinning o.\u00fe.h. \u00deri\u00f0ji dagur: Lei\u00f0 heldur illa en \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 fara \u00ed \u00f6rlabbit\u00far upp \u00ed Hjar\u00f0arb\u00f3l (\u00feorpi\u00f0 Stalos), horfa yfir Fl\u00f3ann og eyjuna hans heilags \u00dee\u00f3d\u00f3rs, hvar kri-kri geitur \u00e6xlast frj\u00e1lsar, var meira a\u00f0 segja svo heppin a\u00f0 ganga framhj\u00e1 br\u00fa\u00f0kaupi \u00ed kirkjunni … \u00a0en ger\u00f0ist \u00fe\u00f3 \u00e6 \u00f3gla\u00f0ari \u00ed sinni. Fj\u00f3r\u00f0i dagur: M\u00e6tt \u00e1 str\u00f6ndina (sem var u.\u00fe.b. 3 metra fr\u00e1 \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0inni minni) og farin a\u00f0 gr\u00e1ta \u00ed s\u00f3lba\u00f0i kl. 10 a\u00f0 morgni. Ekki gott! (En raunar s\u00e9st \u00fea\u00f0 l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt einhver sk\u00e6li \u00ed s\u00f3lba\u00f0i me\u00f0 loku\u00f0 augu ef \u00fea\u00f0 m\u00e6tti vera til huggunar.)\u00a0Um h\u00e1degi\u00f0\u00a0t\u00f3k vi\u00f0 frj\u00e1lst fall ofan\u00ed helv\u00edtisgj\u00e1na, jafnhratt og venjulega.<\/p>\n
T\u00edminn eftir \u00feetta er d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00ed \u00feoku en fyrir utan \u00feann \u00f3\u00fatsk\u00fdranlega hryllilega s\u00e1rsauka sem fylgir dj\u00fapu \u00feunglyndi man \u00e9g eftir a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1tti or\u00f0i\u00f0 mj\u00f6g erfitt me\u00f0 gang (\u00feetta virkar svol\u00edti\u00f0 eins og sl\u00e6m sj\u00f3ri\u00f0a, ma\u00f0ur hefur ekki lengur tilfinningu fyrir hversu langt er til jar\u00f0ar og m\u00f6gulega gengur umhverfi\u00f0 \u00ed bylgjum), \u00f3raunveruleikatilfinningin var\u00f0 mj\u00f6g sterk (manni l\u00ed\u00f0ur eins og ma\u00f0ur s\u00e9 staddur \u00ed leikmynd og \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g geri m\u00e9r fullkomna grein fyrir a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00e9g ekki er tilfinningin samt til sta\u00f0ar) og t\u00edmaskyni\u00f0 fokka\u00f0ist upp. \u00dea\u00f0 var eiginlega \u00fea\u00f0 versta. \u00c9g leit \u00e1 klukkuna (verandi \u00ed “lifa-af-einn-klukkut\u00edma-\u00ed-einu”-trikkinu) og svona tveimur t\u00edmum s\u00ed\u00f0ar k\u00edkti \u00e9g aftur \u00e1 \u00fari\u00f0 og \u00fe\u00e1 voru li\u00f0nar fimm m\u00edn\u00fatur. \u00c9g hef oft \u00e1\u00f0ur upplifa\u00f0 svona t\u00edmaskynsfokk, a\u00f0 t\u00edminn fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g vakna og \u00fear til \u00e9g get loks fari\u00f0 a\u00f0 sofa aftur og sloppi\u00f0 sm\u00e1 stund \u00far \u00feessu helv\u00edti s\u00e9 svona 72 t\u00edmar … en aldrei svona sterkt. Sj\u00e1lfsv\u00edgshugsanir poppu\u00f0u upp hra\u00f0ar en \u00e9g n\u00e6\u00f0i a\u00f0 st\u00f6\u00f0va \u00fe\u00e6r og \u00e9g var or\u00f0in verulega hr\u00e6dd um a\u00f0 \u00e9g k\u00e6mi heim \u00ed kistu, me\u00f0 \u00feessu \u00e1framhaldi. Og \u00e9g h\u00e6tti a\u00f0 geta bor\u00f0a\u00f0 … eftir a\u00f0 hafa logi\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed kurteislega \u00e1 veitingasta\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri l\u00edklega me\u00f0 magapest, hafandi einungis komi\u00f0 ni\u00f0ur tveimur, \u00feremur munnbitum af gyros (upphaldsmatnum m\u00ednum) og fr\u00f6nskum, greip \u00e9g til \u00feess a\u00f0 p\u00edna \u00ed mig banana, j\u00f3g\u00fart og gr\u00edskri eftirl\u00edkingu af Prins p\u00f3l\u00f3 s\u00e6milega reglulega yfir daginn, \u00ed \u00f6rsk\u00f6mmtum.<\/p>\n
Sem betur fer var \u00feessi sam-skandinav\u00edska fer\u00f0askrifstofa me\u00f0 a\u00f0st\u00f6\u00f0u \u00fearna r\u00e9tt hj\u00e1 og haf\u00f0i opi\u00f0 \u00e1 mi\u00f0vikudagss\u00ed\u00f0degi. \u00c9g m\u00e6tti og tilkynnti a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri \u00feunglyndissj\u00faklingur sem hef\u00f0i versna\u00f0 svo miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g yr\u00f0i a\u00f0 komast heim. Var svo st\u00e1lheppin a\u00f0 d\u00f6nsk ekkja, sem \u00e9g haf\u00f0i \u00e1tt nokkur samskipti vi\u00f0, poppa\u00f0i einmitt inn \u00e1 sama t\u00edma (a\u00f0 leita s\u00e9r a\u00f0 b\u00f3kum, h\u00fan var \u00e1 svipu\u00f0u reyfarastigi og \u00e9g og haf\u00f0i fari\u00f0 vel \u00e1 me\u00f0 okkur) og blessu\u00f0 gamla konan taldi greinilega skyldu s\u00edna a\u00f0 staldra vi\u00f0 og veita stu\u00f0ning. Sem m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f3tti mj\u00f6g v\u00e6nt um. \u00c9g \u00e1tti or\u00f0i\u00f0 erfitt me\u00f0 m\u00e1l og \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g skilji flesta skandinav\u00edsku pr\u00fd\u00f0ilega og geti gert mig skiljanlega vi\u00f0 flesta \u00fe\u00e1 kom \u00ed lj\u00f3s a\u00f0 yfirma\u00f0urinn, sem var sett \u00ed a\u00f0 t\u00e6kla \u00feetta m\u00e1l, tala\u00f0i sk\u00e1nsku! \u00de\u00f3tt blessu\u00f0 danska ekkjan reyndi a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r til a\u00f0sto\u00f0ar \u00fe\u00e1 skildi h\u00fan sk\u00e1nskuna raunar \u00e1l\u00edka illa og \u00e9g. Svo \u00e9g stakk upp \u00e1 a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 b\u00fdttu\u00f0um yfir \u00ed ensku, hef sennilega liti\u00f0 n\u00f3gu veikindalega \u00fat til a\u00f0 sk\u00e1nska yfirkonan sam\u00feykkti \u00fea\u00f0, en \u00fe\u00e1 kom raunar upp anna\u00f0 vandam\u00e1l sem var a\u00f0 enskan hennar var ekki upp \u00e1 s\u00e9rlega marga fiska. En … fyrst bau\u00f0 h\u00fan m\u00e9r a\u00f0 kaupa n\u00fdjan flugmi\u00f0a til K\u00f6ben fyrir t\u00e6par 2000 danskar kr\u00f3nur. \u00c9g sag\u00f0i a\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00e6tti \u00fea\u00f0 ansi d\u00fdrt, auk \u00feess sem \u00e9g v\u00e6ri n\u00e1tt\u00farlega b\u00fain a\u00f0 grei\u00f0a fyrir h\u00e1lfan m\u00e1nu\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0arh\u00f3telinu sem \u00e9g fengi ekki endurgreitt. H\u00fan s\u00e1 aumur \u00e1 m\u00e9r og fann \u00ed sta\u00f0inn n\u00fdjan flugmi\u00f0a me\u00f0 s\u00f6mu fer\u00f0askrifstofu (og \u00ed s\u00f6mu v\u00e9l) Sv\u00ed\u00fej\u00f3\u00f0armegin og \u00fe\u00e1 kosta\u00f0i mi\u00f0inn 990 s\u00e6nskar kr\u00f3nur. \u00c9g tala\u00f0i sj\u00e1lf vi\u00f0 Icelandair og t\u00f3kst a\u00f0 breyta mi\u00f0anum m\u00ednum hj\u00e1 \u00feeim, l\u00edklega hef \u00e9g fengi\u00f0 s\u00ed\u00f0asta s\u00e6ti\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed \u00ed lj\u00f3s kom a\u00f0 yfirb\u00f3ka\u00f0 var \u00ed \u00fe\u00e1 v\u00e9l …\u00a0 En \u00feetta gekk allt saman og \u00e9g gat fari\u00f0 heim \u00e1 f\u00f6studagsmorgni, viku fyrr en \u00e1\u00e6tla\u00f0 var (fer\u00f0askrifstofan var bara me\u00f0 flug \u00e1 f\u00f6stud\u00f6gum fr\u00e1 Hania og \u00e9g hef\u00f0i aldrei meika\u00f0 a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r til Iraklio e\u00f0a Rethymnon \u00ed flug \u00fea\u00f0an).<\/p>\n
Svo t\u00f3k vi\u00f0 \u00f3endanleg bi\u00f0 fr\u00e1 mi\u00f0vikudagskv\u00f6ldi til f\u00f6studagsmorguns \u00fear sem \u00f6ll trix voru n\u00fdtt til hins \u00edtrasta, fr\u00e1 \u00e6\u00f0ruleysisb\u00e6ninni og “h\u00e1lft\u00edmi \u00ed einu” til avemar\u00edu-hlustunar (\u00feetta er svona verkf\u00e6rasafn sem \u00e9g hef komi\u00f0 m\u00e9r upp \u00ed gegnum t\u00ed\u00f0ina). Og \u00e9g komst heim, svo hryllilega f\u00e1rveik a\u00f0 \u00e9g f\u00f3r fram \u00e1 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 a\u00f0 leggjast inn \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild strax eftir helgina en s\u00e1 svo \u00e1 m\u00e1nudeginum a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri eiginlega of veik til \u00feess, gat ekki hugsa\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 vera \u00ed ys og \u00feys.<\/p>\n
Eftir \u00e1 finnst m\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi dvali\u00f0 marga m\u00e1nu\u00f0i \u00e1 Kr\u00edt. Fyrsta vikan eftir a\u00f0 \u00e9g kom heim var l\u00edka margir m\u00e1nu\u00f0ir. En svo f\u00f3r \u00e9g a\u00f0 hjarna vi\u00f0 og m\u00e1 segja a\u00f0 \u00e9g hangi r\u00e9ttu megin vi\u00f0 eggina sem skilur milli heimilis m\u00edns og ge\u00f0deildar. Me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 breyta lyfjagj\u00f6f svol\u00edti\u00f0 (l\u00e6knirinn blessa\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 eftir \u00e1 en satt best a\u00f0 segja held \u00e9g a\u00f0 hann treysti m\u00e9r s\u00e6milega til a\u00f0 meta lyfjagj\u00f6f sj\u00e1lf enda or\u00f0in sj\u00f3a\u00f0ur sj\u00faklingur), sofa tvisvar \u00e1 s\u00f3larhring og gera afskaplega f\u00e1tt gengur \u00feetta. En ekki meira en svo. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fearf ekki nema \u00f6rlitla auka\u00e1reynslu til a\u00f0 k\u00fdla mig \u00e1 kaf ni\u00f0ur \u00ed sortann og s\u00e1rsaukann. T.d. var \u00e9g ansi veik \u00e1 sunnudagskv\u00f6ldi\u00f0, l\u00edklega af \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g leyf\u00f0i m\u00e9r a\u00f0 fara \u00e1 fund \u00ed \u00f3nefndum samt\u00f6kum og leyf\u00f0i m\u00e9r a\u00f0 tala \u00ed s\u00edma \u00ed klukkut\u00edma. Bara einbeitingin vi\u00f0 svo \u00f3merkileg verk getur teki\u00f0 of st\u00f3ran toll af \u00feeirri takm\u00f6rku\u00f0u orku sem \u00e9g hef. L\u00edkamleg \u00e1reynsla hefur s\u00f6mu \u00e1hrif og \u00feess vegna \u00fearf \u00e9g a\u00f0 passa a\u00f0 labba ekki of langt … en \u00fea\u00f0 var sigur a\u00f0 geta teki\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1tt \u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00edfa h\u00fasi\u00f0 \u00ed fyrsta sinn \u00ed m\u00e1nu\u00f0 n\u00fa fyrir helgina \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 hrynja saman \u00e1 eftir.<\/p>\n
En n\u00fa veit \u00e9g a\u00f0 s\u00f3l og hiti \u00e1 huggulegri s\u00f3larstr\u00f6nd virka ekki heldur \u00e1 \u00feessa “dj\u00fapu endurteknu ge\u00f0l\u00e6g\u00f0 \u00e1n sturlunareinkenna”. \u00dea\u00f0 gat \u00e9g n\u00e1tt\u00farlega ekki vita\u00f0 \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa og fyrst \u00e9g komst lifandi heim var tilraunin \u00feess vir\u00f0i.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r dettur ekkert \u00f3pr\u00f3fa\u00f0 \u00ed hug \u00ed augnablikinu. M\u00f6gulega g\u00e6ti \u00e9g reynt HAM e\u00f0a DAM e\u00f0a Mindfulness einhvern t\u00edma \u00e1 vord\u00f6gum \u00feegar \u00e9g er ekki svona veik. N\u00fana er \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fatiloka\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 r\u00e1\u00f0 sem l\u00e6knirinn minn s\u00e9r helst \u00ed st\u00f6\u00f0unni og hefur a\u00f0eins vi\u00f0ra\u00f0 vi\u00f0 mig er ekki s\u00e9rlega lokkandi, krefst skur\u00f0a\u00f0ger\u00f0ar, ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0ur tilrauna eru ekkert alltof g\u00f3\u00f0ar, aukaverkanir geta veri\u00f0 nokku\u00f0 sl\u00e6mar og l\u00edklega erum vi\u00f0, sj\u00faklingur og l\u00e6knir, samm\u00e1la um a\u00f0 \u00feetta s\u00e9 \u00f6r-\u00f6r\u00ferifar\u00e1\u00f0. Eftir stanslausar tilraunir undanfarin \u00e1r sem hafa skila\u00f0 litlu og stundum veri\u00f0 erfi\u00f0ar\u00a0er \u00e9g ekki tilb\u00fain a\u00f0 reyna \u00f6r\u00f6r\u00ferifar\u00e1\u00f0i\u00f0 enn\u00fe\u00e1.<\/p>\n
En svo \u00e9g lj\u00faki \u00feessum harmagr\u00e1ti \u00e1 j\u00e1kv\u00e6\u00f0um n\u00f3tum: M\u00e9r t\u00f3kst a\u00f0 hafa mig \u00ed ond\u00faleringu, \u00fe.e. litun og klippingu o.\u00fe.h. \u00ed dag. Skipti um h\u00e1ralit, \u00fea\u00f0 virkar a\u00f0 v\u00edsu ekki neitt \u00e1 sj\u00fakd\u00f3minn en \u00fev\u00ed ver\u00f0ur ekki neita\u00f0 a\u00f0 liturinn er helv. flottur og kl\u00e6\u00f0ir mig vel. \u00dea\u00f0 er \u00f3\u00fearfi a\u00f0 l\u00edta \u00fat eins og l\u00edk \u00fe\u00f3tt manni finnist ma\u00f0ur dau\u00f0ur. (\u00cd anda virts rith\u00f6fundar l\u00e6t \u00e9g \u00feess geti\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00ed hverju svona kasti rifjast upp fyrir m\u00e9r samtal br\u00e6\u00f0ranna \u00ed Sumarh\u00fasum, \u00feegar Helgi segir eitthva\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00feessa lei\u00f0: L\u00edttu \u00ed augun \u00e1 m\u00e9r, Nonni. \u00de\u00fa s\u00e9r\u00f0 dau\u00f0an mann! \u00c9g horfist helst ekki \u00ed augu vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfa mig \u00ed spegli \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin.)<\/p>\n
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