{"id":416,"date":"2012-04-25T17:18:14","date_gmt":"2012-04-25T17:18:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/harpa.blogg.is\/2012-04-25\/langir-eru-dagar-og-enn-lengri-naetur-2\/"},"modified":"2013-11-21T09:21:47","modified_gmt":"2013-11-21T09:21:47","slug":"langir-eru-dagar-og-enn-lengri-naetur-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harpahreins.com\/blogg\/2012\/04\/25\/langir-eru-dagar-og-enn-lengri-naetur-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Langir eru dagar og enn lengri n\u00e6tur …"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00deessi f\u00e6rsla fjallar um bi\u00f0. \u00c9g reikna me\u00f0 a\u00f0 flestir \u00feunglyndissj\u00faklingar kannist vel vi\u00f0 hina endalausu bi\u00f0 … bi\u00f0 eftir a\u00f0 lyfin fari a\u00f0 virka; bi\u00f0 eftir a\u00f0 \u00feunglyndiskasti\u00f0 l\u00e1ti undan s\u00edga; bi\u00f0 eftir a\u00f0 komast inn \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild; bi\u00f0 eftir … hverju?<\/p>\n

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\"Bi\u00f0\"\u00deunglyndislyf hafa m.a. \u00feann \u00f3kost a\u00f0 virknin kemur ekki fram fyrr en tveimur-\u00feremur vikum eftir a\u00f0 byrja\u00f0 er a\u00f0 taka \u00feau. Svo kemur\u00a0 stundum \u00ed lj\u00f3s a\u00f0 lyfi\u00f0 virkar ekki og \u00fe\u00e1 \u00fearf a\u00f0 byrja upp \u00e1 n\u00fdtt, byrja a\u00f0 taka n\u00fdtt lyf og b\u00ed\u00f0a, milli vonar og \u00f3tta, eftir a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 virki (e\u00f0a virki ekki). Allt eins getur veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 lyfi\u00f0 hafi sl\u00e6mar aukaverkanir og \u00fe\u00e1 hefjast pr\u00f3fanir \u00e1 \u00f6\u00f0rum\u00a0 lyfjum sem g\u00e6tu kannski slegi\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e6r, m\u00f6gulega me\u00f0 eigin aukaverkunum …<\/p>\n

\u00dea\u00f0 segir sig sj\u00e1lft a\u00f0 \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur er f\u00e1rveikur, hver m\u00edn\u00fata er kv\u00f6l, h\u00e6fileikarnir hafa plokkast af manni hver af \u00f6\u00f0rum og jafnvel er svo komi\u00f0 a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 erfitt me\u00f0 gang og hreyfingar, m\u00e1l, getur ekki tala\u00f0 \u00ed s\u00edma \u00fev\u00ed ma\u00f0ur getur \u00ed fyrsta lagi\u00f0 ekki vali\u00f0 n\u00fameri\u00f0 og \u00ed \u00f6\u00f0ru lagi ekki tala\u00f0, einbeitingarskorturinn er svo alger a\u00f0 lestur, sj\u00f3nvarpsgl\u00e1p, jafnvel prj\u00f3naskapur er \u00f3hugsandi …. \u00fe\u00e1 er bi\u00f0in \u00f3\u00feolandi og l\u00ed\u00f0anin \u00f3\u00feolandi: \u00ed merkingunni \u00d3-\u00deOLANDI. Samt er ekki um annan kost a\u00f0 velja en \u00fereyja \u00feessa bi\u00f0.<\/p>\n

\u00cd svona \u00e1standi er sj\u00faklingur eins og \u00e9g tilb\u00fainn a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa hva\u00f0 sem er. Enda vofir sj\u00e1lfsv\u00edgsh\u00e6ttan alltaf yfir: \u00c1 stundum hefur m\u00e9r fundist a\u00f0 \u00e9g h\u00f6ndla\u00f0i ekki eina m\u00edn\u00fatu \u00ed vi\u00f0b\u00f3t \u00ed \u00feessari kv\u00f6l og tilhugsunin um a\u00f0 stimpla sig \u00fat \u00far \u00feessu l\u00edfi ver\u00f0ur \u00e6 meir lokkandi: Eiginlega \u00fer\u00e1ir ma\u00f0ur fyrst og fremst a\u00f0 \u00feetta taki enda og er meir f\u00fas til a\u00f0 \u00fdta \u00e1 sl\u00f6kkvarann l\u00edfsins.<\/p>\n

M\u00e9r er, eins og m\u00f6rgum \u00feunglyndissj\u00faklingum, fulllj\u00f3st a\u00f0 \u00feunglyndi er l\u00edfsh\u00e6ttulegur sj\u00fakd\u00f3mur. M\u00e1li\u00f0 v\u00e6ri einfalt ef ma\u00f0ur v\u00e6ri einn \u00ed heiminum. En \u00ed kringum mig eru \u00e1stvinir og \u00fea\u00f0 er sj\u00e1lfs\u00f6g\u00f0 skylda m\u00edn a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja um innl\u00f6gn \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild \u00feegar svo er komi\u00f0\u00a0a\u00f0 \u00e9g treysti m\u00e9r ekki or\u00f0i\u00f0 til a\u00f0 standa gegn sj\u00e1lfsv\u00edgshugsunum. \u00dea\u00f0 gerist alltaf \u00f6\u00f0ru hvoru \u00feegar \u00fereki\u00f0 er n\u00e1nast uppuri\u00f0 \u00ed sl\u00e6mu \u00feunglyndiskasti. Og \u00e6vinlega hefur sta\u00f0i\u00f0 til a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa eitthva\u00f0 n\u00fdtt og b\u00ed\u00f0a svo eftir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 virki (e\u00f0a virki ekki).<\/p>\n

\u00c9g er heppin a\u00f0 hafa l\u00e6kni sem hefur geta\u00f0 komi\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed til lei\u00f0ar a\u00f0 \u00e9g g\u00e6ti lagst inn \u00feegar \u00e9g hef \u00feurft \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 halda. Bi\u00f0in eftir innl\u00f6gn hefur samt stundum veri\u00f0 mj\u00f6g erfi\u00f0. Mig minnir a\u00f0 oft hafi \u00e9g be\u00f0i\u00f0 heima … veri\u00f0 var a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 til hvort m\u00e9r sk\u00e1na\u00f0i ekki eitthva\u00f0 e\u00f0a vega og meta hvort \u00e9g \u00feyrfti virkilega \u00e1 ge\u00f0deildarvist a\u00f0 halda enda eru pl\u00e1ssin f\u00e1 og miki\u00f0 veikir sj\u00faklingar margir.<\/p>\n

Allar ge\u00f0deildardvalir hafa svo sn\u00faist mj\u00f6g um a\u00f0 pr\u00f3fa eitthva\u00f0 anna\u00f0, n\u00fd lyf, n\u00fdja lyfjasamsetningu, raflost … og b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir a\u00f0 m\u00e9r f\u00e6ri a\u00f0 l\u00ed\u00f0a sk\u00e1r, a\u00f0 lyfin e\u00f0a lostin f\u00e6ru a\u00f0 virka, a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a og b\u00ed\u00f0a …<\/p>\n

\"Bi\u00f0in\u00deegar \u00e9g l\u00edt n\u00fana um \u00f6xl inn \u00ed \u00feokuna sem umlykur s\u00ed\u00f0ustu \u00e1r \u00ed l\u00edfi m\u00ednu finnst m\u00e9r \u00f3sj\u00e1lfr\u00e1tt eins og l\u00edf mitt hafi veri\u00f0 meira og minna \u201e\u00e1 h\u00f3ld\u201c. Hvers konar l\u00edf er \u00fea\u00f0? Hvers konar l\u00edf er \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0\u00a0b\u00ed\u00f0a (og vonast) endalaust eftir a\u00f0 \u201elausnin\u201c finnist?<\/p>\n

\u00dea\u00f0 er talsvert s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g missti tr\u00fa \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g hlyti algera b\u00f3t minna meina. En\u00a0alveg \u00fear til n\u00fdveri\u00f0\u00a0hef \u00e9g samt r\u00edghaldi\u00f0 \u00ed tr\u00fana \u00e1 a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 \u00far hatti ge\u00f0l\u00e6knisfr\u00e6\u00f0anna g\u00e6ti n\u00fa samt lina\u00f0 sj\u00fakd\u00f3minn, gert hann b\u00e6rilegri, grynnka\u00f0 d\u00fdfurnar on\u00ed Helv\u00edtisgj\u00e1na o.s.fr. \u00dea\u00f0 er algerlega n\u00fdtilkomi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g velti fyrir m\u00e9r m\u00f6gulegum ska\u00f0a sem lyfin e\u00f0a lostin kunna a\u00f0 hafa valdi\u00f0, l\u00edka hvort eitthva\u00f0 af \u00feeim ska\u00f0a s\u00e9 \u00f3afturkr\u00e6far breytingar. \u00c1 hinn b\u00f3ginn s\u00e9 \u00e9g\u00a0ekki \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til a\u00f0 dvelja miki\u00f0 vi\u00f0 svolei\u00f0is vangaveltur, \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ir ekki a\u00f0 garfa \u00ed \u201ehva\u00f0 ef\u201c og \u201ehva\u00f0 mundi hafa gerst ef\u201c e\u00f0a yfirh\u00f6fu\u00f0 a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a l\u00edf sitt \u00ed vi\u00f0tengingarh\u00e6tti og \u00fe\u00e1skildagat\u00ed\u00f0.<\/p>\n

\u00deegar \u00e9g ger\u00f0i skipulegt yfirlit yfir eigin sj\u00fakras\u00f6gu fyrir nokkru reyndi \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 hvort v\u00e6ri eitthvert samband milli bata og lyfjagjafar e\u00f0a raflosta. Vi\u00f0 fyrstu s\u00fdn vir\u00f0ist svo ekki vera.\u00a0Einhver slembilukka s\u00fdnir stundum samhengi en \u00fea\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist tilviljunarkennt eins og slembilukkan er. \u00c9g s\u00e6i \u00feetta v\u00e6ntanlega betur ef \u00e9g setti \u00feetta upp graf\u00edskt. En \u00e1 m\u00f3ti kemur a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem vir\u00f0ist bati\u00a0kann a\u00f0 hafa or\u00f0i\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfkrafa \u00fe\u00f3tt hann hitti \u00e1 sama t\u00edma og einhver n\u00fd lyf \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 og \u00fea\u00f0 skipti\u00f0. E\u00f0a raflostme\u00f0fer\u00f0 (s\u00fa fyrri var talin hafa virka\u00f0, s\u00fa s\u00ed\u00f0ari ekki).<\/p>\n

\u00c9g hef a\u00f0eins velt \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hvort e\u00f0a hvernig ge\u00f0deildardv\u00f6l g\u00e6ti n\u00fdst m\u00e9r ef \u00e9g held mig vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0un a\u00f0 h\u00e6tta a\u00f0 taka lyf, \u00e1 \u00feeim forsendum a\u00f0 lyf hafi hinga\u00f0 til langoftast ekki b\u00e6tt neitt og m\u00f6gulega or\u00f0i\u00f0 til hins verra \u00e1 stundum. Ge\u00f0deildarvist g\u00e6ti \u00e1fram \u00fej\u00f3na\u00f0 \u00feeim tilgangi a\u00f0 passa mig\u00a0fyrir sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00feegar \u00e9g s\u00e9 ekki \u00fat \u00far sortanum og l\u00edfi\u00f0 er engan veginn \u00feess vir\u00f0i a\u00f0 lifa \u00fev\u00ed. Ge\u00f0l\u00e6knar veita au\u00f0vita\u00f0 nokkra samtalsme\u00f0fer\u00f0 og\u00a0 l\u00edklega getur ma\u00f0ur fengi\u00f0 a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0\u00a0s\u00e1lfr\u00e6\u00f0ing \u00e1 ge\u00f0deild. En bi\u00f0inni miklu, bi\u00f0inni eftir a\u00f0 lyfin fari a\u00f0 virka, bi\u00f0inni eftir a\u00f0\u00a0n\u00fdjar tilraunir skili \u00e1rangri, bi\u00f0inni eftir einhverri lausn \u00far pilluglasi e\u00f0a me\u00f0 rafmagnsgr\u00e6jum held \u00e9g a\u00f0 s\u00e9 sj\u00e1lfh\u00e6tt n\u00fana.\u00a0 S\u00fa langa bi\u00f0 hefur ekki skila\u00f0 neinu \u00feegar upp er sta\u00f0i\u00f0.<\/p>\n

Spurningin er: Hva\u00f0 geri \u00e9g n\u00e6st \u00feegar \u201ebeigurinn og geigurinn gr\u00edp’um\u00a0hjartar\u00e6tur\u201c? Sest \u00ed s\u00f6lvafj\u00f6ru og gr\u00e6t?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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